Already the depersonalization has begun. Last night in chat it was ordered to make dog sounds to the chatters while I was in there. Sounds like arf, woof, growl, snarl……These are chatters that once knew it as an articulate and intelligent conversationalist. Now it is just an animal under My command. it was allowed to continue conversing in a human manner when I was on the phone. The calls I did have were cockstrokers that were teased and denied. No one was allowed to cum last night. Here is what’s going on in it’s mind at the moment after todays call:

The Dicktator has been talking a lot about the depersonalization program that is coming up.  This is going to start at the end of August when i get back to the US. Depersonalization physically and mentally. Reduced to an animal. A dog in this case, The Dicktatorâ??s choice. Every trace of human attributes will be removed. A latex suit that will cover the entire body. It incorporates latex mitts to cover the hands and latex socks to cover the feet. A dog hood to cover the head.

Underneath, Her cock, which i can no longer really consider a cock since She has owned it now for well over a year, will be locked in a chastity device of Her choosing. Probably a Ms Lori device, with Her cock locked to the cage via the piercing that The Dicktator ordered Her sub to arrange 6 weeks ago.

For the tail, a butt plug with a tail attached. This will be new for me because this is virgin territory.

So that i am not able to form any human sounds there will be a ball gag in place under the dog hood, for some or all of the time. The Dicktator is concerned about hydration during this period, particularly given that it will be very hot in New York in August. For the rest of the time there will be a shock collar – one of those collars that fits around the neck and emits a painful electric shock whenever the vocal chords vibrate. The device that The Dickator has selected is particularly savage – a unit that has 7 levels of intensity. i donâ??t know at this stage at which level She will set the device. i will of course be able to keep quiet of my own volition, but if The Dicktator, or one Her friends, decides to order me to woof, bark or make other non-human noises, then i must of course obey and suffer the experience of an electric shock – or multiple shocks!

All of this will be recorded on cam.

The depersonalization process will be completed by removing all the usual human comforts and replacing them with the animal equivalents. A dog toilet instead of a bathroom, a dog bowl with dog food instead of pasta, and another bowl for water instead of a bottle. There will be no glasses or cups, so the only way to drink the water will be to drink form the bowl.

A dog walks on all fours. So my hands will be locked to my feet so i will not be able to get up. i will only be able to move around on all fours, just like a dog.

Everything will be locked in place with locks.  The suit to the hood, the hands to the feet. The keys to the locks will be contained in a time delay capsule that releases the keys only after a certain amount of time. i donâ??t know how long that will be. It will be decided on by The Dicktator.

A thing that is not able to speak is not very useful to a Mistress. So The Dicktator plans to provide amusement for herself by having me on the telephone at the same time as She is chatting with one or more, perhaps 3 or 4, other Mistresses – it could be more, i donâ??t know! Occasionally one of them might require me to make appropriate sounds. But since i will not be able to form human sounds She and They will chat away  for hours while i, helplessly, can only listen to what They are saying. i will not be able to tell The Dicktator that i have had enough, since She will not be able to understand me. The call will finish when She decides that it is finished. If the shock collar is in place, then i must of course make the sounds that They command and i will be rewarded with an electric shock.

When the program is in place i will not be able to consider myself a person. i will be an object for the sole service to and amusement of The Dicktator. In that respect, i will no longer be able to use a name, or have personality. i will only be referred to in the third case – the neuter case. â??itâ??.

it’s venture into Femdom space has proved to be quite an odyssey. Little did he know that a short humiliation call would end in total control over his mind , body, and soul. Poor creature.

Thank you hanahotlips! I did receive My very sexy boots today. Saturday sissy shari and I will be going to Bar Sinister and I will wear them. Prepare for some pictures!

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