It was an interesting night last night to say the least. I am a bit tired from staying up but it was well worth it. Here is what it wrote:

The Dicktator had warned me. “I suggest you take a nap until 2 because there will be sleep deprivation when I come back??. Well, She wasn’t kidding. She prolonged the agony by making me wait for an extra hour and a half, and then W/we had the first of three calls.

The first lasted over an hour, followed by a visit to Her wishlist to buy my Mistress several things. i was told to call back again later for the second call, while She took another call. The first call took place in the comfort of an air-conditioned bar, but the bar closes at 2:00am each night so i had to find another place to take the second of the calls.

i found a good wiFi hotspot near where i live, in a busy piazza that last night was full of people. The second call lasted another hour or so (i think! – time flew by), and W/we chatted about many things including details of the upcoming program at the end of August. The Dicktator then wanted to have some dinner, and i took the opportunity to return home and recharge the battery on my computer. i was told to return promptly at 5:00am and enter into the chatroom and be ready for The Dicktator’s arrival. While it was recharging i was required to buy more things from The Dicktator’s wishlist.

i had been given very clear instructions. i could chat normally with everyone, but as soon as The Dicktator arrived i was to use only dog noises – woof, snarl, arf and growl. The Dicktator arrived and i immediately switched to dog-mode, much to everyone’s amusement. Ms Heather was hosting Her Friday night cock-stroking quiz, and there were at least 20-24 people in the room during that time.

The rule is that i can revert to normal speech but only when The Dicktator is on the phone, i.e. away from the chatroom. This happened after about 45 minutes, and it was a huge relief to be able to talk normally.  But then my battery died. i scrambled to find a power source, but at 6:00am there were not a lot of choices! i found a coffee bar that was opening up for the day, paid for 3 espressos and asked if i could recharge my battery. Italians are incredibly friendly and helpful – no problem. So my computer was charging while i was being charged-up by the coffee. i gave it 15 minutes and returned to the hotspot. 

During that time The Dicktator had finished with Her call, and was back in chat.  So it was dog-mode again for me. Many laughs at my expense. There had been an asshat in the room while i was away. A failure on my part because i am supposed to protect and support my Mistress in these situations.  But the Dicktator was able to handle it herself.

Then it was time for the third and final call. i had to go home to recharge again, and then W/we had our third call which lasted about 45 minutes before my battery died again. i’m living on the edge here, literally, and pushing my macbook to its limits. The call ended with the death of my battery for the third time, as the sun was coming up. A final visit to Her wishlist – a thermal spa for the bath.

An amazing night – as She had promised, i had had no sleep, but it was a total buzz for me. Today i went out and bought a spare battery for the macbook, which should ensure that i do not have the same problems again.

The Dicktator seemed to enjoy the format of this night. In fact, She was talking about making it a regular event. At least once a week, even 2 or three times a week.  Sometimes with other Mistresses on the line. 

The crazy thing is that i felt at the end of the night that i had had an intimate experience with The Dicktator – crazy, i know, but the fact that She spent so much time with me over the course of 7 hours meant a lot to me. But i know that it’s just business to Her.

What the slut had bought Me was: the Ophelia corset from JTStockroom, made of leather, a pair of emerald earings set in white gold, and a bathtub spa for relaxation. it will order the Rimulator from the stockroom right now. I have it on the fetish  phone line, not paying attention to it. I can take calls, have dinner, do anything I like. it is responding in “woof or woof woof” as it is a dog . This is what extreme cock control can do. Control the mind as well as the cock through chastity and denial. Check out the Rimulator: I imagine it would be fun to play with a sissy slut walking the ho stroll with this:

Oh yes..details of this call as I write this:

Mistress, i have been thinking a bit about the training for the creature, in preparation for the program to begin in August in New York. i believe that it needs to become more accustomed to it’s future depersonalized state and therefore requires strict training in non-human communication, learning to listen to and how to respond correctly to Mistress’s questions and commands, and waiting patiently while Mistress attends to other things.

If You are available today, before You go out for the night, i was going to suggest a call for it with You. But the creature will not be allowed to make any form of recognizable human sound at any time during the call, in fact it will only be able to make three noises:

woof woof: hello Mistress / it’s me Mistress / goodbye Mistress / the battery is dying Mistress

woof: yes Mistress / of course Mistress / immediately Mistress / understood, Mistress

woof woof woof: thank You Mistress

There will be no noise equivalent to “no”. it will only be able to respond to a question from You in the affirmative:

Mistress: “i want it to buy me….”

it: “woof”

This call will not be the slightest bit interesting for You, i know. But i am sure that You will have lots of other things to do while it is on the phone, like perusing Your wishlist,  having lunch, making calls to friends, etc. i think it would be an important piece of discipline for it. You will of course decide on the length of the call, and it will of course respond positively and enthusiastically.

If You find this type of call is useful, then going forward it could undergo training like this on a regular basis so that by the time it gets back to New York it will be fully trained for the new program. Another idea is that, during any regular call with chaste, at any time during the call, You might require a switch to depersonalized mode, by using a key word.

Thank You Mistress

Kudos to the creature…it does come up with great ideas sometimes. Of course I’m always happy to explore the most devious and humiliating programs.

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